Maybe you have experienced the feeling.
You are late.
Not late for a meeting or to get the kids from school but late.
You pray. You bargain. You beg.
You promise God everything anything just to let that little stick you are about to pee on to not turn blue.
when it doesn't
you are sad.
Tears running down your face for something you didn't even think you really wanted.
That's how I feel today.
I did not get in to the Massanutten Mountain Trails 100
Yes I registered.
Yes I was ready to pony up the dough.
But I wasn't completely sure I wanted to go through with it.
Until my number wasn't picked.
Now I can't believe I didn't get in.
Now I'm so sad that fate grant me entry.
At least now I know that I really want to do this.
which makes the next step worse.
The Wait List
I won't have priority (previous finishes) to get in
but last year no one was left on the list.
that means I still could make it
and I still should probably tell my husband.
I'm not giving up yet!