Saturday, August 10, 2013
B Words
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Speaking of Teeth...
Monday, July 15, 2013
It Has Teeth
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Saturday, June 22, 2013
Why I Want Massanutten
When I realized the date yesterday, and how could I miss it with the world celebrating the "longest" day of the year, it dawned on me that it has been a month since I left Massanutten unsuccessful in my attempt to return to the meadow and cross that famous finish line.
I spent some time in the days after the race checking out other options to still make 2013 my 100 mile debut year but with concerns for my knee those hours were merely a means to use the energy and excitement I still had for wanting to have "done it." I found myself seriously considering a looped 100 in PA in the middle of July only to present myself with a dozen reasons why I couldn't do it.
All this left me with a question I had been asked ringing through my head,
"Why do you want Massanutten?"
Biking Sherpa had asked this question while we filled miles with endless chatter. She didn't exactly want an answer when she asked it. She had wanted an explanation for not only her but for, maybe everyone who clicked refresh dozens of times that beautiful Saturday in May. She wanted to know why another 100, any 100, couldn't be worked into the fall schedule and I could have that buckle.
The reason to me is simple, I want the real deal. I don't want to run around in circles to say that I can run 100 miles. Honestly the distance isn't the attraction. I'm drawn to those climbs. I want to see what is on top, around the next corner, down the next trail. I want to know those rocks just like I know my favorite country routes that I grew my running on. Wanting Massanutten is a little like being able to get any boyfriend in your school but wanting to date the teacher.
I think back to what drew me to wanting Massanutten when this 100 mile dream first started. I want to be honest about my reasons so I will admit that in choosing MMT I was making a decision based a bit on a preconceived idea of just how far I could reach...and couldn't. I was giving myself such a big challenge that if I failed, the mere attempt would be a success. In that way, it felt safe to want such a lofty goal. Another thing that drew me to MMT was my running club. The Virginia Happy Trails Running Club. This is a group of the best people I have ever met. In my trail running world, they are the in crowd. But in my case I felt like the kid always picked last and I wanted to show this amazing group of people that I did belong on their dodge ball team at recess. But there was one other thing rattling around in my head as I was encouraged by my trail brethren to do MMT, it was the thought that I actually could do it. I didn't need loops or a flat course to join the club. I simply could complete Massanutten. I believed I could.
As it turned out, I didn't quite make it. MMT slipped through my fingers - this time. But I still believe I can and I will. Now MMT is to me like many of my double day runs when I run a certain number of miles plus a point five. I've run this way for years to leave something to finish. MMT is now for me that half mile I left undone this morning, I don't have a choice but to finish it. And how could I start another 100 before I finish this one.
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
A Runner's Sin
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Reasons
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Thursday, January 5, 2012
I need a favor...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Ending the year on a high note
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
How many popsicles
You can't see it in my phony-smile photo but I'm hold two freezer pops in my other hand. It has been HOOOOT to there lately and after enjoying the cooling surf on my runs all of last week the temps and humidity are quite a challenge.
After a run it's no longer a question of IF I have a popsicle, it's a question of how many. That got me to thinking. I wonder if I could keep my core temp down on the run if I cold enjoy my frozen treats WHILE I'm running?
Tonight I may have to put the theory to the test. Until then what flavor do you want?
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Extra Life
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
....AP...Breaking News...
Friday, June 3, 2011
How'd May Go?
This is my second attempt at my May Totals.
Monthly Miles Ran: 253.9 (Year total: 1349.7)
Highest Mileage Week: 5/02 - 5/06 (DM Weeks) 63 miles Rest Days Taken: 0
The Streak: April 30th was Day # 387 of the streak ~ 3200.09 miles,
524 Runs ~ ave. 8.3 miles per day/ 58 miles per week
Races:
None. So sad.
Current Shame-Inducing Guilty Pleasure:
Light Carmal Vanilla Brownie Ice Cream
Non-food Current Shame-Inducing Guilty Pleasure:
Skipping my a.m. run for no reason at all
Which Outfit did I Wear the Most:
What We Are Watching:
With the Kiddos: Surf's Up
My Viewing: If it's been released, I've seen it!
On the treadmill. I guess I'll be movieless for a little while
Funniest Kid Quote:
When my treadmill broke I cried.
I am a sissy. I attach feelings to the memories around "things."
So when the treadmill broke, it wasn't just the treadmill broke.
The kids quickly came downstairs.
S'ghetti started offering her loving reassurance. LBM gave me a hug and then looked up from his embrace of my legs and said,
"Mommy, you nee' a ban'aid?"
Current Triumph:
Not having a complete meltdown when the treadmill broke
Not allowing the streak to end
Current Goals
Personal:
To stop not dealing with work that needs done at our houses
To stop not dealing with issues with Hubbs
To stop not making the kids follow the rules
To stop not dealing with issues
Running/Fitness:
To work on my overall fitness
To keep a minimum of a 50 mile week
To lose 15 pounds
Current Blessing:
This day and all the ones that God gave me before it.
Current Excitement:
Family: We are getting a pool!
Running/Fitness: Starting Insanity
Current Concern:
Family: Finding a way to merge the needs and wants of our diverse family
Running: Figuring out a plan to reach my 100 mile goal
and have my family support it.
How did your May days add up?
Friday, November 6, 2009
I didn't ask for a wrench.
Here is sit under this laptop. It's 9:28 p.m. Have I ran. NO. Have I done P90x. NO. Color me NOT a HaPpY cAmPeR!! This in my world means I somehow???? will squash it all into tomorrow. I have alll day, right. Grrrr! I am not very flexible when it comes to what I have; planned and written down in time line fashion no less, to do.
'"He's so cute."
"Awwww."
"That's a good reason to take a night off."
Okay, listen here.!
That's not what I want you to say. I come HERE for people who understand the obsessive need to run/workout. I can find LOTS of people who will agree that family comes first. Lots of people who will tell me it's okay to sit on my butt. I mean, look I have the cutest littlest ever, smiling his silly little I've-got-6-teeth smile at me with his arms reaching up to me, making his sweet little talking sounds wanting me to do nothing more than...Pick him up. Put him down. Pick him up. Put him down. Pick him up. Put him down. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.
Luckily for my littlest, I have all day tomorrow to complete today's list and tomorrow's list of runs and workouts. Or else he'd be in really big trouble. No. Not really. He is far too cute to get mad at.
Disclaimer: This post was a lighthearted attempt at some laughter to help me and maybe you through another evening if your day was challenging. Because of course, as a mom and a runner it's a delicate balancing act but my family and most importantly my kiddos come first.
Muscles, why are you yelling at me?
I thought that would keep me happy because I really don't like to miss a day of running. Running is my release from all the stresses in my life. And I am obsessed with running, use it as my control point in life, attach a whole lot of self-worth in whether or not I am successful in accomplishing what I set out to do via running. BUT. Today after two days of 3.5 short runs (yesterday my littlest was not cooperating in a.m. so I had to shorten my run) and last night's hour and a half of yoga courtesy P90x, I am beginning to see that I am going to be forced to...darn I say it...limit my running.
Deep breaths. Remain calm, Shelly.
I am attempting to comfort myself with thoughts of longer runs on the weekends and the possibility of a long run through the week when energy allows. I know that I WILL be a stronger better runner by completing this cross training. I know I will be healthier overall. The difficulty stems from letting go of my need to miles. And adding up those miles and keeping track of those miles and meeting a certain number of miles for each month....
With the rural region I live in racing opportunities dry up as the weather gets colder. So all the running will soon be only for me and the upcoming spring season. All these words to try and convince myself that I am doing the right thing with cross training. B.E.C.A.U.S.E., let me tell you running is easier!
Anyone out there who thinks an hour and a half of yoga is a night off has never done this program. I was thinking, 'great, yoga. I love yoga. OOOAAAAAMMMMMM.' Yeah, right. Trying going in and out of plank for 30 minutes and then realize you still have another HOUR!! Oh My GreatGoodness! I was shaking so much I thought I was on one of those old exercise machine that were supposed to wiggle the fat off!!!! Thank goodness no one saw me. And I thought I was fit.
I thought that. Not any more.
So. That is where life is at. Tonight is a hopeful 3.5 miles with littlest in jogger and then a hour of legs and back and then 339 sit ups.
Run strong to all those getting to race this weekend.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
A Sampling of Days to Come
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Oh what have I done!
After church my oldest watched the two little kiddos so I could run a solo 6.5 mile loop (48:51). When I got back oldest was sitting behind his gaming computer with littlest asleep in his lap. Noise and all, littlest slept. I had to take a picture.
My oldest has joined the Army and will be leaving January 11th. (a.k.a. sad day for mom!) He is hoping to pass the Army PT to complete the work he has been doing (tests and finishing his associates degree) to elevate his rank and pay grade once he starts. I told you all that to explain why after the 6.5 loop and waiting for the littlest to finish his nap on big brother I ran another 2 miles with my oldest while pushing the littlest in the jogger.
He has to complete 2 miles in a minimum of 15:54 to pass the 2 mile. He does(unlike me, where does he get this?) NOT like running. We ran in a little slow. He was about 15 seconds off passing. Littlest and I were 16:21.
So for me I had a good run day. Not the 10 I wanted by close enough. When I push that jogger I always feel like I should be able to count each mile as a mile and a half!
After all the running the kiddos all joined in for the rest of the PT test. Push ups and sit ups. Yippee! To pass my son has to do about 45 of each in 2 minutes. He has a long way to go on push ups and is on track to pass the sit ups.
The rest of the day was productive and busy. Getting things done, preparing to head back into the work and school week. Just like always trying to fit way too much into a day.
As it started to get dark outside super early (yuck), I realized that today would be the perfect day to start my P90X workout program. I wanted to use it over the winter after my oldest leaves for the Army and I lose my daily support for running without any littles with me. But I thought why not?
What have I done? I doubt that I will have use of my arms tomorrow. Which really won't matter because I fairly certain that my stomach won't allow me to stand up completely after all the ab and core work I just did!
And to think I am supposed to do more tomorrow.
Maybe I'll just run, instead.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
When Routines get interrupted
My husband is state side working out of VA. He has a terrible schedule that changes quite frequently. It makes it hard to plan races and to get all my runs done. (Having to put the baby in the jogger is often weather contingent.)
I did however get three runs done all at a easy just putting in the miles pace.
Sunday 13.1 - 1:33
Monday 6.5 - 51:07
Wednesday 6.5 - 52:35
Friday 3.5 - 27:43
I don't make very good use of my last week of evening daylight. I feel really bad about the lack of mileage for another reason. The time change. Talk about routines getting interrupted! It will be dark by 6 p.m.! That doesn't offer much running time in the evening when I don't get home from work until 5:45. It's time to look into some lights for that jogging stroller. Maybe a little maintenance on the old treadmill.
For those who have to deal with day light savings, what do you do to keep up with your running over the winter months? Cross train, treadmills, simply running less miles? Does the lack of day light effect your motivation?
With all that Halloween candy I just helped my daughter eat, I am going to need to put in some miles tomorrow. I can't wait!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Am I The Only One?
I love to run. I don't so much like to follow a training program. That's the problem. I know that I could probably run much less and be far faster if ONLY I could stick to the plan but I don't. I think if I'm schedule to run 4, 6 would be better.
And am I the only one who knows that if you run morning and night, you never get sore because you just simply don't allow your muscles time to. Oh boy, the feedback I am going to get over that one. But it's true. I typically run 6.5 in the morning and 6.5 in the evening. Almost all the time. I run longer distances when I have races coming up and a bit less over the coldest month of the winter but for the most part, that is how I run - when I get my way.
How wrong is that?
I know that I have put in some really fast times since I have not been able to get my runs in. My mileage has gone from 50-80 miles a week to 25-50 miles a week and I am getting faster. (No extra speed work other than a few races). Any thoughts out there on why?
Does this mean that if I want to get faster I am going to have to give up some of my runs? And actually put up with getting sore? Seriously, marathons aside, I am never sore. I have been running this way since...hmmmm, well racing since 2003 this way.
I know there are a lot of busy racers this weekend but I'd appreciate the feedback and opinions if you have one.
p.s. Before you ask, Yes, I have sort of followed marathon training programs. But honestly, I put in my life time marathon PR by simply running and following what I already know works for me. Should I change now?